And they went out and fled from the tomb; for trembling
and astonishment had come upon them; and they said nothing to any one, for they
were afraid. (Mark 16:8, rsv)
The shock must have been great. Greater than the shock of
any day before. They stood before the empty tomb. And they knew. They knew it was true. He was not there. He
had gone before. He had gone before them, into the night. And through it, and
beyond it. He had gone into the morning of a new day. The day he promised. The
day he told them about. The day of the Lord. It was his day. And it was theirs.
They did not know what to do with it. They did, they did know, they knew some
things: they knew to go and tell every body all about it. They knew to proclaim
it from the rooftops. They knew: they were women. What did they know? Who would
believe them? What were they, after all? Who were they to know, to tell, the
terrible secret? (He was alive.)
He was alive and everything must change. Everything must be
different from now on. They ran down the street. No one knew. No one but them.
But soon, that would be different too. As the day begins. Early morning sounds
began to rustle around them as they hurried home. Ordinary sounds, the sounds
of the first day of the week. The first day.
You said it, brother. The first day of everything. What would finally happen
was in the future. This was the hinge point – or just past it.
Wasn’t the shift really something that had come in the dark
of the night, after the full moon had come and gone? Just a day before?
After the Passover, after all the noise, the sounds too loud
for human ear, after the violence, came the quiet— the quiet, the mourning.
Saturday. Nothing moved. Nothing stirred. It was the Sabbath: nothing worked
that day. Nothing and nobody. He was gone. For ever. And then. They went on the
morning of the first day of the week. Not just morning yet, perhaps not even
dawn, as they began to leave their separate homes and go out. When they met in
the street, you could just tell a black thread from a white, if you held them
up together before your eyes, or a friend’s eyes.
And very early on the first day of the week they went to
the tomb when the sun had risen.
It was day. But what would it bring? They went. And they
saw. They saw nothing where something should have been. And they knew. It was
all over. And it was just beginning. What would the future bring? All they knew
was it was a future with hope. But it was a wrenching, strange future, and one
being born in hard labor. What had happened was beyond human hope. Beyond the
wreckage of their lives, ones they knew. (He was alive.)
He was not there. What are you doing here? What are you
looking for? Whom do you seek? We seek Jesus. And will you find him here? Will
you find him in the morning, where the stone has been rolled away, and the tomb
is empty? Where the gardener’s helper’s discarded cloak has gone missing? Some
one needed it. Some one went away. And where he has gone, you should follow.
Into the future. The future with hope. A hope in what has begun to be
fulfilled. (He is risen.)
The beginning of the new world – a world where God raises
from the dead, makes alive again – or better, makes new – what calls us into
being ourselves. (The Lord is risen.)
He is risen indeed.
The end is where we start
from. —T. S. Eliot
On my bookcase is a paperback New
Testament. It was the first part of a new translation and when my
great-grandfather got his copy, he wrote the date inside: Dec. 21, 1948. There was something slightly controversial about this
translation, the Revised Standard Version.
It was in contemporary English, modern English, and it contained the best
modern scholarship of its time. So in the text it gave the shortest ending of
Mark. The Gospel of Mark, the translators determined, may originally have just
ended like this:
And they went out and fled from the tomb; for trembling
and astonishment had come upon them; and they said nothing to any one, for they
were afraid.
Back up a sentence or two. The women had come to the tomb,
where Jesus was laid, on the first day of the week. They came with spices, to
anoint him. But they asked each other: Who will roll away the stone that covers
the mouth of the tomb? Only to find: it was already rolled back. Inside they
found a young man sitting, all dressed in white.
“Do not be amazed; you seek Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He has risen, he is not here; see the place where they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter that he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him, as he told you.”
“Do not be amazed; you seek Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He has risen, he is not here; see the place where they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter that he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him, as he told you.”
So they knew what to do, what to say.
And it terrified them.
For the Gospel Grapevine, parish newsletter of Saint Alban's Episcopal Church, Edmonds, Wash., April 2012
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