Monday, January 25, 2021

light too bright for mortal eyes

 

Did Saul fall off a horse? Scripture says he was struck down. And in his agony he saw Jesus, "the one whom you are persecuting." 

Jesus was dead. Let there be no mistake about that. Dead as the nails forced into the palms of his hands.

But here he was again. "Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?"

"Me." - in the person of his followers, Jesus was persecuted. In the person of human beings, the oppressed, the poor, the wayward, the destitute, Jesus. In the place of ordinary men and women and children. Jesus.

Why are you doing this?

And he had no answer. Not to make, not then. No politicians' ramble. No casuist's prevarication. Not a word.

And they led him as one born blind but struck with sight. 

The light was too bright for mortal eyes.

He had seen the savior, the light of the nations and the glory of his own people Israel.

There was no turning back now. There was a long road ahead. 

And to bring that light to those nations, the peoples of the earth beyond the covenant, became his task.


https://www.lectionarypage.net/YearABC/HolyDays/ConvPaul.html

becoming

We cannot become again the nation we were - or thought we were - but we can become the people we are called to be. 

I used to preach that. Too many times a congregation wants back the past. Only better. More like they imagined it to be. 

But it is time to move forward. 

And become what we are called to be - even if that requires the ordeal of change, of emergence, into a new birth fragile with possibility.

It's frightening, really. 

We can become who we are called to become.

The past has a pull for us. Familiar, fantasized, traumatized, dramatized. We wish we were like that. Really. Not just in dreams, fantasies, or nightmares. 

And yet, here we are. On the brink of the world, dancing in a new light. Not a sunset light. Daybreak.

With all the threat and possibility of a new day, come upon us.

There is a good reason we call theology emerging - for we are in the throes of experience, and each new element, in our sensation, perception, evaluation, and response, changes us. We emerge, continually, becoming more and more... more and more what? That in part is up to us, each of us, collectively us. What shall we become? What shall we move toward?

 

We cannot become again the people we once were, 
but we can become the people we are called to be.

Sunday, January 24, 2021

call

The Pelican History of the Church, vol. 3, The Reformation, by Owen Chadwick, is a lucid and concise account of a difficult time in Christianity. The cover gives it all away: the painting, "Fishers of Men", does not show unity but competition, as different boats and different fishers try to net and pull in souls in peril.





Souls in peril. 

Though, who calmed the sea? It was not Herod.

Don't be too sold on a presenting answer to your own desperate needs. 

You may see beyond the dark times, the current crisis, to the evermore faithful providence, the one who always extends his helping hand whether you are in the boat or out. 



http://edgeofenclosure.org/epiphany3b.html

https://www.lectionarypage.net/YearB_RCL/Epiphany/BEpi3_RCL.html




God is with us and we with him: that is peace


God is with us and we with him: that is peace.

It is accomplished through the work of Christ, in his birth, in his death, in his resurrection, in his ascension, and in his sending of the Spirit.

It is accomplished in his birth as he entered the world, took on flesh and dwelled among us.

It is accomplished as he took on mortality, and in his death witnessed to the truth and atoned for the sins of all people.

The peace of God is accomplished in his resurrection, as Christ rose again on Easter, victorious over death, bestowing life on all.

It is accomplished in his ascension, as he ascended to the seat of power at the right hand of the Father.

It is accomplished as he breathed holy Spirit on his disciples, that we might bear witness to the truth and become the messengers of the good news.

All nations, all peoples, will share in the covenant promise. The way to life is through trust in God and in Christ. That is where the dead reside: secure and at peace - in the presence of the living God, the One in whom they put their trust, the one in whom we put our hope.

God has promised us: he says, I will be your God and you will be my people. I will give you the water of life from its source: and I will provide for you as from a font of living water, eternal life, of the new creation, beyond the reach of death.

He invites us to live life in the Spirit – to life continuously flowing from its source in God, like a never-ending spring flowing forth from the heart of God.

All are welcome at this spring. All are welcome in the heart of God. All people will share in the covenant-promise of God. All will be at peace. All will be under the mercy, in the presence of the Lord.

The invitation is there before us.

In faith we can take hold of hope, live into the promise, and know that God himself welcomes us as his own beloved children.


Adapted from: https://sermonoats.blogspot.com/search/label/Thelma%20de%20Long Saturday, January 28, 2012.

https://tucson.com/god-is-with-us-and-we-with-him-that-is-peace/article_23a3c9d7-59a4-565c-a5b7-0ba7027c02ed.html (January 31, 2021).


keeping watch

 


A visit to a parishioner in a senior living facility has stayed in my mind for years, and sustained my heart. She told me about the prayers she says at midnight: Lauds. She has her own way of doing them, using the prayer book and the psalms.


She begins, practically enough, with Psalm 63, which contains the verse, "When I remember you upon my bed : when I meditate upon you in the night watches..." (Psalm 63:6)


She turns to the Book of Common Prayer, Daily Evening Prayer, which begins with one or more sentences of Scripture, such as these:


“I will bless the Lord, who giveth me counsel; my heart teacheth me, night after night. I have set the Lord always before me; because he is at my right hand, I shall not fall.” (Psalm 16:7,8)


"Seek him that made the Pleiades and Orion, that turneth deep darkness into the morning, and darkeneth the day into night; that calleth for the waters of the sea, and poureth them out upon the face of the earth: The Lord is his Name.” (Amos 5:8)


“If I say, ‘Surely the darkness will cover me, and the light around me turn to night,’ darkness is not dark to thee, O Lord; the night is as bright as the day; darkness and light to thee are both alike.” (Psalm 139:10,11)


She says Psalm 134, Ecce nunc, which is found in the order for Compline:


“Behold now, bless the LORD, all you servants of the LORD, *

you that stand by night in the house of the LORD.


“Lift up your hands in the holy place and bless the LORD; *

the LORD who made heaven and earth bless you out of Zion.”


Pause, now, for meditation and contemplation.


Then, on to the psalms of praise: 145, 146, 147, 148, 149 (v.1-5), and 150.


Then that lovely prayer, drawn from the writings of St. Augustine of Hippo, that we find in both Evening Prayer and Compline:


“Keep watch, dear Lord, with those who work, or watch, or weep this night, and give your angels charge over those who sleep. Tend the sick, Lord Christ; give rest to the weary, bless the dying, soothe the suffering, pity the afflicted, shield the joyous; and all for your love's sake. Amen.”


And then it is about time to return to sleep, until morning.


What are you doing up at this time of night? Saying my prayers, saying my prayers. Not a bad answer to give.


And the basis of all these prayers is Sacred Scripture, for as the Psalmist says,


“Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.” (Psalm 119:105)



____________

Adapted from https://sermonoats.blogspot.com/search/label/night%20prayers Sunday, August 1, 2010



Monday, January 18, 2021

stride


 

On a snowy day in January 1981 a small crowd (small by Washington standards, about thirty thousand people) drawn down toward the slope beyond the Washington Monument, not far east of the Lincoln Memorial, gathered to hear speakers such as Elihu Harris, and listened to Stevie Wonder introduce a new song he had written for the occasion, "Happy Birthday [Dear Martin]". In the softly falling flakes of snow we heard the call for a new holiday, to remember not only the man but the movement.

STRIDE TOWARD FREEDOM

The Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., in his first book, an account of the Montgomery bus boycott, "Stride Toward Freedom: The Montgomery Story" (1958, Harper & Brothers; 2010, Beacon Press), tells the story of the collective nonviolent resistance movement that began as Mrs. Rosa Parks stayed in her seat on a bus. And it tells the thinking behind his leadership, relating how his mind had changed, to borrow a phrase, as he began to experience satyagraha (soul-force) in his nascent activist organizing, after studying nonviolent resistance in his academic work. Along with the major twentieth-century Protestant theologians he cites (as James Cone will in turn in his memoir) King got to know about Mohandas K. Gandhi and his application of methods as old as Henry David Thoreau, and perhaps Jesus, to a twentieth-century struggle.

Here are some excerpts: 

"True peace is not merely the absence of tension; it is the presence of justice." (27)

"...the use of violence in our struggle would be both impractical and immoral. To meet hate with retaliatory hate would do nothing but intensify the existence of evil in the universe. Hate begets hate; violence begets violence; toughness begets a greater toughness. We must meet the forces of hate with the power of love; we must meet physical force with soul force. Our aim must never be to defeat or humiliate the white man, but to win his friendship and understanding." (74)

"When I went to Montgomery as a pastor, I had not the slightest idea that I would later become involved in a crisis in which nonviolent resistance would be applicable. I neither started the protest nor suggested it. I simply responded to the call of my people for a spokesman. When the protest began, my mind, consciously or unconsciously, was driven back to the Sermon on the Mount, with its sublime teachings on love, and the Gandhian method of nonviolent resistance. As the days unfolded, I came to see the power of nonviolence more and more. Living through the actual experience of the protest, nonviolence became more than a method to which I gave intellectual assent; it became a commitment to a way of life. Many of the things that I had not cleared up intellectually concerning nonviolence were now solved in the sphere of practical action." (89)

Friday, January 8, 2021

Hope in a Dark Time


Landscape with the Flight into Egypt, Adam Elsheimer, 1609 

Hope in a Dark Time


MATTHEW 2:13-15

And when the wise men were departed, behold, the angel of the Lord appeareth to Joseph in a dream, saying, Arise, and take the young child and his mother, and flee into Egypt, and be thou there until I bring thee word: for Herod will seek the young child to destroy him. When he arose, he took the young child and his mother by night, and departed into Egypt: And was there until the death of Herod: that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying, Out of Egypt have I called my son. (Matthew 2:13-15)

Hospital bed counts are surging; pandemic deaths are on the rise; and yet there is hope in a dark time. The vaccines are beginning to appear and county by county decisions are being made, and health care givers and others are receiving their first dose of two. (These are still experimental vaccines. Nobody knows how long immunity lasts, and it certainly does not mean letting down your guard - or your neighbors - on mask, distance, outdoors, sanitize your hands - just before you touch your face), or test, treat, trace... 

In the dark times

Will there also be singing?

Yes, there will also be singing.

About the dark times. 

-- Bertolt Brecht.

And sometimes it feels like that is the best we can hope for - but we have friends, from the past, and hopefully from the future, who know how it feels. We meet some of them in the story of the three kings, notably magi, Mary, Joseph, and a child. They are briefly near each other, as the planets Saturn and Jupiter have been briefly near each other this past couple of weeks, but soon they are headed in widely different directions: the magi back to their own country, the holy family headed to the land of the Nile. There they will sojourn until they get the word Big Herod is dead.


But as we learn, there is a little Herod, or two, waiting in the wings. And that may be so in our own dark times too. 


What we do have, as they had, is the faithfulness of God, and his keeping his promise, in extraordinary ways. We do not expect this Messiah, the one we get in Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. If we needed another hero we may be disappointed. And he does not just make it all go away like magic. 


Mask, distance, outdoors, wash hands; test, trace, treat... still. And for months to come. 


What will we have learned? What will we have left behind? Whom shall we be mourning by then?


In the dark times,

there is singing:


"Nations will stream to your light and kings to the brightness of your dawning".

"A light to the nations and the glory of your people"

"The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has never overcome it."


Prophets and apostles, and the ever ending casts of Messiah, and we too, are singing -- in the darkness, but not simply of the darkness. Like the wise virgins in the parable that very child will later tell, we keep our lamps trimmed and burning, not because the darkness is not there, but because it is - and we have hope.


Hope in a dark time. 


JRL+



https://tucson.com/hope-in-a-dark-time/article_131164ff-7c9c-5ad9-bb77-484acb304745.html

Sunday, January 3, 2021

Good Trouble

 Our story this Sunday, the second Sunday after Christmas, is a different story of the Nativity ... or of the early infancy of the Child Jesus. For it begins with representatives of the nations, people from far away, arriving in the court of Herod the Great with a humble request to see the child who has been born king. 

Somewhat awkward. The powers that be had not expected this. There had been 'messiahs' before, and champions of freedom, and there would be again. This however was not the arrival of a warrior. 

It was worse. The prince of peace arrived innocent. In the City of David to be sure, but a shepherd boy would be more menacing. This is an opportunity, the king concludes. To get in there right away and do the right thing ... by his own lights.

But he sends the seekers on their way and they do visit the child and his family, and surprise them with gifts.  

Royal gifts - gifts for a king.

They begin to see the danger.

Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and thought, I know what I have to do? Right now?

Something like that happened to Joseph (and more than once). He took mother and child by night and fled.

What a beginning, and what an exit.

***

Stars you say? Or perhaps a great conjunction of planets. Somehow in the skies a cosmic event heralded, to the wise, an event with earthly import. And more importantly, an earthly event had cosmic significance.

Zoroastrians might point to this as the collision of darkness and light. Certainly the powers that be, with all their dark significance and mighty power, were troubled at this small glimmering of hope in a stable.

But not even the night belonged to Herod the Great. Not truly. For it was under the cover of darkness, over those self-same planets now slowly departing from their conjunction, that the holy family made its escape.

And when they return freedom will travel with them.

***

The wise men have left. The holy family has departed, safely, by night into exile.


The story does not end there. Herod the Great waits in vain for the magi to report back to him. So he takes extraordinary expedient measures. 


From a scene of innocence and glory, from a moment of wise perception and quiet celebration, we pass into a scene of power and overweening pride.


Herod takes out a ghastly form of insurance. Knowing that the child was to be born a king, and born at Bethlehem, he tries to wipe out the threat of goodness by killing all children under two.


No child is safe until all children are safe.


When Herod saw that he had been tricked by the wise men, he was infuriated, and he sent and killed all the children in and around Bethlehem who were two years old or under, according to the time that he had learned from the wise men. Then was fulfilled what had been spoken through the prophet Jeremiah: ‘A voice was heard in Ramah, wailing and loud lamentation, Rachel weeping for her children; she refused to be consoled, because they are no more.’ (Matthew 2:16-18)

The story does not end there either! As the prophet Jeremiah went on to say, after that lamentation:

Thus says the Lord: Keep your voice from weeping, and your eyes from tears; for there is a reward for your work, says the Lord: they shall come back from the land of the enemy; there is hope for your future, says the Lord: your children shall come back to their own country. (Jeremiah 31:16-17)

And so --

When Herod died, an angel of the Lord suddenly appeared in a dream to Joseph in Egypt and said, "Get up, take the child and his mother, and go to the land of Israel, for those who were seeking the child's life are dead." Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother, and went to the land of Israel. 

But when he heard that Archelaus was ruling over Judea in place of his father Herod, he was afraid to go there. And after being warned in a dream, he went away to the district of Galilee. There he made his home in a town called Nazareth, so that what had been spoken through the prophets might be fulfilled, "He will be called a Nazorean." (Matthew 2:19-23)

There is hope; there is a way forward. The young family return to Israel; but not to be under the eye of Herod’s son enthroned in his place they divert their steps to a small hill-town in Galilee. 


Can anything good come out of Nazareth?


Today of course if you go there you might see a small stream, and imagine Mary getting water there. You might see a little dwelling, discovered under the surface of a morning street, and remember the humble beginnings of the carpenter’s son. You might see Roman pavement in front of a street door, imagine steps of shodden foot passing close by the home of a little child.


And you might imagine the child growing in wisdom and in strength. That day will come.


For now the parents, and the shepherd and the angels and the wise men, carry the secret.


And then it will be carried forward, by evangelists, disciples men and women and children.


By us.

***

So the Christmas season continues after the birth of the Savior. 

After the angels depart. After the wise men go their way. So now what? Howard Thurman, a pastor in San Francisco, told us this way: 

When the Song of the Angels Is Stilled

When the song of the angels is stilled,

When the star in the sky is gone,

When the kings and the princes are home,

When the shepherds are back with their flocks,

The work of Christmas begins:

To find the lost,

To heal the broken,

To feed the hungry,

To release the prisoner,

To rebuild the nations,

To bring peace among people,

To make music in the heart.

Now the work begins.

Now it is our turn, our time. The story of the child is not over, not yet.

When the family returns from Egypt they go not to Bethlehem but to Nazareth. And there Mary and her husband Joseph will raise the child. They will diligently take him to the festival in Jerusalem, Passover, the feast that means so much, and promises freedom as it celebrates the faithfulness of God. But soon, we will be hearing and celebrating - and trying to understand - the story of the adult: of Jesus coming out of Nazareth to the shores of the Sea of Galilee, and returning for that festival - with cosmic consequence.

For now though it is on us.

Can we join him, join Jesus, as he grows and matures into an adult and fearless faith? Into action prophetic and natural? As he simply does the right thing, the significant thing, which is the human thing to do? And realize how in each cup of water, each tray of food, each healed sore or sadness, we proclaim the glory? 

That God is with us. 

God is with us first as a fragile child, who must be wrapped up in his innocence and born far away. God is with us in the proclamations of the angels, the singing of the shepherds, the doting of a father?

God is with us in anger over injustice, and in doing something about it. 

How we treat each other, our environment, and the creation of which we are a part, shows that glory.

Perhaps it is as simple as calling a friend or greeting a stranger: how are you doing in these dark times? Do you see the light is coming back? What can I do to help you? Or how can we pray together? Maybe it is more political than that. Maybe it is more indirect, not knowing the impact of your gift or confidence.

But it is our time now. To do what Jesus will do, to learn who Jesus is, and who we are becoming in Him.

In Him, in his footsteps, rejoicing in what he is doing, we begin to heed the words of many prophets.

"To heal the broken-hearted"

"To make his pathways smooth"

To go ourselves to Jerusalem, in our hearts, to adore - and to get busy. 

Good trouble, indeed, is on the way.



https://fcjsisters.wordpress.com/2013/01/11/when-the-song-of-the-angels-is-stilled-howard-thurman/

http://edgeofenclosure.org

https://youtu.be/fuFqCb1B5gM (Second Sunday after Christmas, January 3rd 2021, St Andrew's Episcopal Church, Tucson, 10am service)

Saturday, January 2, 2021

The Wise and the Innocent

The Wise and the Innocent

Our story this Sunday, the second Sunday after Christmas, is a different story of the Nativity ... or of the early infancy of the Child Jesus. For it begins with representatives of the nations, people from far away, arriving in the court of Herod the Great with a humble request to see the child who has been born king. 

Somewhat awkward. The powers that be had not expected this. There had been 'messiahs' before, and champions of freedom, and there would be again. This however was not the arrival of a warrior. 

It was worse. The prince of peace arrived innocent. In the City of David to be sure, but a shepherd boy would be more menacing. This is an opportunity, the king concludes. To get in there right away and do the right thing ... by his own lights.

But he sends the seekers on their way and they do visit the child and his family, and surprise them with gifts. 

They begin to see the danger.

Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and thought, I know what I have to do? Right now?

Something like that happened to Joseph (and more than once). He took mother and child by night and fled.

What a beginning, and what an exit.

***

Stars you say? Or perhaps a great conjunction of planets. Somehow in the skies a cosmic event heralded, to the wise, an event with earthly import. And more importantly, an earthly event had cosmic significance.

Zoroastrians might point to this as the collision of darkness and light. Certainly the powers that be, with all their dark significance and mighty power, were troubled at this small glimmering of hope in a stable.

But not even the night belonged to Herod the Great. Not truly. For it was under the cover of darkness, over those self-same stars now slowly departing from their conjunction, that the holy family made its escape.

And when they return freedom will travel with them.

***

So the Christmas season continues after the birth of the Savior. 

After the angels depart. After the wise men go their way. So now what? Howard Thurman, a pastor in San Francisco, told us this way: 

When the Song of the Angels Is Stilled

When the song of the angels is stilled, When the star in the sky is gone, When the kings and the princes are home, When the shepherds are back with their flocks, The work of Christmas begins: To find the lost, To heal the broken, To feed the hungry, To release the prisoner, To rebuild the nations, To bring peace among people, To make music in the heart.

Now the work begins.

Now it is our turn, our time. The story of the child is not over, not yet.

When the family returns from Egypt they go not to Bethlehem but to Nazareth. And there Mary and her husband Joseph will raise the child. They will diligently take him to the festival in Jerusalem, Passover, the feast that means so much, and promises freedom as it celebrates the faithfulness of God. But soon, we will be hearing and celebrating - and trying to understand - the story of the adult, of Jesus coming out of Nazareth to the shores of the Sea of Galilee, and returning for that festival - with cosmic consequence.

For now though it is on us.

Can we join him, join Jesus, as he grows and matures into an adult and fearless faith? Into action prophetic and natural? As he simply does the right thing, the significant thing, which is the human thing to do? And realize how in each cup of water, each tray of food, each healed sore or sadness, we proclaim the glory? 

That God is with us. 

God is with us first as a fragile child, who must be wrapped up in his innocence and born far away. God is with us in the proclamations of the angels, the singing of the shepherds, the doting of a father?

God is with us in anger over injustice, and in doing something about it. 

How we treat each other, our environment, and the creation of which we are a part, shows that glory.

Perhaps it is as simple as calling a friend or greeting a stranger: how are you doing in these dark times? Do you see the light is coming back? What can I do to help you? Or how can we pray together? Maybe it is more political than that. Maybe it is more indirect, not knowing the impact of your gift or confidence.

But it is our time now. To do what Jesus will do, to learn who Jesus is, and who we are becoming in Him.

In Him, in his footsteps, rejoicing in what he is doing, we begin to heed the words of many prophets.

"To heal the broken-hearted"

"To make his pathways smooth"

To go ourselves to Jerusalem, in our hearts, to adore - and to get busy. Good trouble, indeed, is on the way.



https://fcjsisters.wordpress.com/2013/01/11/when-the-song-of-the-angels-is-stilled-howard-thurman/

http://edgeofenclosure.org

Holy Innocents

 The wise men have left. The holy family has departed, safely, by night into exile.


The story does not end there. Herod the Great waits in vain for the magi to report back to him. So he takes extraordinary expedient measures. 


From a scene of innocence and glory, from a moment of wise perception and quiet celebration, we pass into a scene of power and overweening pride.


Herod takes out a ghastly form of insurance. Knowing that the child was to be born a king, and born at Bethlehem, he tries to wipe out the threat of goodness by killing all children under two.


No child is safe until all children are safe.


When Herod saw that he had been tricked by the wise men, he was infuriated, and he sent and killed all the children in and around Bethlehem who were two years old or under, according to the time that he had learned from the wise men. Then was fulfilled what had been spoken through the prophet Jeremiah: ‘A voice was heard in Ramah, wailing and loud lamentation, Rachel weeping for her children; she refused to be consoled, because they are no more.’ (Matthew 2:16-18)

The story does not end there either! As the prophet Jeremiah went on to say, after that lamentation:

Thus says the Lord: Keep your voice from weeping, and your eyes from tears; for there is a reward for your work, says the Lord: they shall come back from the land of the enemy; there is hope for your future, says the Lord: your children shall come back to their own country. (Jeremiah 31:16-17)

And so --

When Herod died, an angel of the Lord suddenly appeared in a dream to Joseph in Egypt and said, "Get up, take the child and his mother, and go to the land of Israel, for those who were seeking the child's life are dead." Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother, and went to the land of Israel. But when he heard that Archelaus was ruling over Judea in place of his father Herod, he was afraid to go there. And after being warned in a dream, he went away to the district of Galilee. There he made his home in a town called Nazareth, so that what had been spoken through the prophets might be fulfilled, "He will be called a Nazorean." (Matthew 2:19-23)

There is hope; there is a way forward. The young family return to Israel; but not to be under the eye of Herod’s son enthroned in his place they divert their steps to a small hill-town in Galilee. 

Can anything good come out of Nazareth?


Today of course if you go there you might see a small stream, and imagine Mary getting water there. You might see a little dwelling, discovered under the surface of a morning street, and remember the humble beginnings of the carpenter’s son. You might see Roman pavement in front of a street door, imagine steps of shodden foot passing close by the home of a little child.


And you might imagine the child growing in wisdom and in strength. That day will come.


For now the parents, and the shepherd and the angels and the wise men, carry the secret.


And then it will be carried forward, by evangelists, disciples men and women and children.


By us.