Saturday, April 30, 2016

TUCSON by Elliott Arnold

 

TUCSON
by
Elliott Arnold

(Prepared for Program of First Annual Tucson Festival of Arts)



            Some cities have a personality. They have a separateness, something that belongs alone to them, as a person may have a quality of manifest uniqueness, as a dog may have in him something that is wholly different from anything owned by any other dog. This characteristic of specialty may reside in living things or it may inform the inanimate:  men have found a breathing individuality in ships they have loved; pilots have found it in certain planes, while other planes, exactly alike, never had it. This quality may live in a gun or a fiddle.
            Some cities have this and where it lies cannot be determined but it is there, so much there that once a person has felt communication with such a city from that moment on for him the city has a life, it has blood and it has flesh and it breathes air.
            It has nothing to do with the beauty of a city. Many cities have a great deal of beauty, or splendor, or charm, or their settings are spectacular, but they have no personality. Other cities, physically, may not be greatly attractive, but somehow, from some place, they have caught the spasm of life, and they retain this life, and if there are enough people who come to love them, they retain this life for many years. Offhand I would say that Paris, of course, has this, and Naples, which actually is very ugly, has it. Warsaw never had it for me, but Budapest had it greatly. Capri is one of the most sensational places in the world but it does not have the kind of personality I mean, and yet Sorrento, which is not far away and not as beautiful has it. Copenhagen has it and Stockholm, which is much more beautiful, has it not at all, at least for me.
            Tucson has this personality. It has it on two levels:  its patently lovely site which makes the immediate impact, and, much more subtly, an essence that cannot be seen, that cannot be touched, but which is, in its own way, so irresistibly pervasive, that once one’s pores are exposed to it, one never again is free. It is in this second potency that Tucson is alone in the world.
            I have tried for a long time to understand what it was that gave to Tucson this intangible being. There were some obvious answers. It might be the history of the area, during which, over the years, Tucson drew from the many people who have lived here and who live here now, taking a little from all these people, their sounds and their smells and the color of their dress and the song of their speech, working these together with the odor of their cooking and the seething scent of their loves and their hates into an alchemic newness that became Tucson. Perhaps that is it. Perhaps what I am calling personality is only the sum of memories, or possibly the ability to hold memories.
            Or perhaps it is only partly that and something else, the combination of the impalpables with the touchable things:  the memory-stained mountains with the haunting names, Catalinas, Rincons, Santa Ritas, Tortillitas and the Tucson Mountains themselves. Perhaps it is the sense of being observed by these loftinesses that gives Tucson a quality that is not linked with similar qualities elsewhere.
            Perhaps it is these things and other things too, the arid, austere air, the cold, seeing stars, the heat of the sun, the color of the sky, the smell of mesquite, the harsh, compelling, unyielding desert that turns briefly into a girl in the spring.
            Whatever it is, it becomes plain to those who will et it become plain, that there are more than buildings and streets and stores and people and memories. Tucson, one can know, has been loved and hated and fought over, as a woman might be. One cannot live here long without some of this entering into him. To some it enters only to a small degree. To others, poets, artists, writers, men who make music and work in stone, to those who struggle with clay or fashion wool or glass or pottery, it enters a great deal, so much so that once it is inside of them everything they do thereafter is affected by it.
            I do not mean by this that the artists who work here reflect only what may be found here physically. They may write or paint of different places in the world, but the things they write and paint would not be the same if they did not live here. In the stories of other lands written here, in the pictures of other places painted here, in the music and stone that reflects spacelessness and timelessness, there is still the desert and the mountains and the way the sun sets and how it looks during a storm and how it is in the searing summer. They are all there although they may be there only to inform the other things that are more plainly there.
            That is what this festival of arts and what this printed program is filled with. It is impossible to pin down Tucson, any more than it is possible to pin down exactly what there is in the face that a man may love, since another face may have all the seeable things and still not be loved. But in one amount or another, in all the things that are in this book, there is the personality of Tucson. It does not matter, I repeat, whether this personality is something you can recognize:  submerged where it is unrecognizable is the air the artist has breathed and this has colored the paints and guided the pen.
            There is a mother quality to this area in which we live. It has taken something from all of us, to replenish itself, and has given back to each more than it has taken, so that we all, even those of us who do not know each other, belong to each other.
            That is the personality of Tucson as it was felt by the ancient peoples, by the Indians, by the Spaniards, by the Mexicans, by the Americans. It is here, a permanent, and still an everchanging thing. The antiquities still linger in the air after dark. This personality is alive. It grows. It expands. It is subtle in that in its saturation it is signless. Those of us who live here know that its bond is even stronger when we are away. Those of you who visit here will find that to be true as well.




Arizona Historical Society MS 921 Tucson Festival Society Box 2 Series 2 Folder 16

Monday, April 25, 2016

People need water

People need water. 

It's that simple.

Ask an astronomer from the University of Arizona: when they look for signs of life in the universe, they look for signs of water. Why? 

Because where there's water there is the possibility of life. Where there isn't, there ain't. 

Three percent of the surface water on earth is drinkable. Almost none of it is in the desert. 

But it's true here too: where there is water...

That's why we're here today.

We thank you, Lord, for the gift of life and the gift of water and the gift of each human life. Help us to reach out in compassion to our fellow human creatures who need this water to sustain life.

Bless these trucks and their drivers as they carry life-giving water into the desert. Guide the people who need it to drink it, and protect them on their journey.



(Blessing the fleet of water trucks for Humane Borders.)

Saturday, April 23, 2016

CEaster5

I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

Judas has left the building - just before Jesus turns to his disciples and says these words. 

It is the evening of the last supper. It is the night before he is betrayed. 

He washes their feet; says, do this. He breaks bread and pours out wine; says, do this.

And now he says, as I have loved you love one another.

I have been glorified, he says, and I will be glorified again. It has begun: the train of events that led from their last meal together to his words on the cross, "It is finished," as at last it is his body broken and his blood outpoured that are given. At last those precious gifts are shared and how he loves us is truly known. 

And now he says, now at this moment in our gospels, as I have loved you love one another. 

Wash the feet, break the bread, share the wine. Give over your lives. Stand fast when your companions, all those around you, flee for the hills. 

This is not a love as the world knows love. This is not how people conduct themselves. Look around you, at a small group or a large. Is the faculty bickering, fighting over who is really in charge? Is a leader putting himself forward as persecuted, grudging, inviting you to grudge, to persecute, to get your own?

They - the world, when you love as Christ loved - will look at you, you will look at each other, differently. 

And how is this even possible? In Christ - in the context of the Holy Spirit that he will send you. As we seek to be transformed into his likeness. 

People go to church…
… to pray
… to get connected
- to God
- to other people
… as a little solace, 
- a little laughter,
- a human touch in a lonely week.

People go to church for…
… encouragement
… connection
… support.

We are not doing this alone - this, life; this trying to follow Jesus.

We are there for others 
- help along the way
- companionship
in sorrow, grief
in joy

We are there
to be transformed into Christ likeness
not to ‘convert’ anybody
but to change ourselves

That kind of conversion - ongoing growth in faith and development as a person -  we can get behind. We can encourage each other.

What we are trying to do 
“just tryin’ to be a good Christian” - or a good human
is hard and we could use 
- a little help
- a little company
- a little guidance

… and that is where faith formation comes in.

Intentional faith development is our work together, to learn about and grow in faith. We the church offer opportunities for people of all ages and places in life, to study and learn…

… standard sounding things like Bible, church history, 
the meaning of mission, techniques and practices of prayer; 

and through them less obvious things like 
compassion, hope, community, listening, and 

what we can do together to express in our lives, 
in how we live, what we believe.

Simple ways we have taken through our lives: individual private prayer and Bible reading, studying the Bible together and discussing it and praying together, weekly Eucharist, annual retreats silent or guided, these are models and ways we grow, together, in faith.

Sharing faith is showing faith.
Showing faith is growing faith.

Living as if it is real - living as we do because it is real - gets us closer to Jesus, gets us farther on the way.

That is the kind of conversion we seek.

Some basic pointers:
Love one another
As I have loved you
Love God
Love your neighbor
the stranger
your enemies
Love creation - and take care of it, don’t wreck it!

and seek out ways you can learn, and teach, the patterns and pathways of faith,

and grow and develop as Christians,

as people who take responsibility, individually and together, for our own growth and development - in faith, in life, in understanding, in charity, in love —

Conversion is taking responsibility for an area of our own growth and development.

What does it means when we do this individually and together? How do we take responsibility for our own growth and development?

Everything is done differently in the light of Christ's love. Our giving becomes giving in joy, giving of the gifts he has shared with us. 

Our stewardship of the earth is caring for what we have received in Christ.

Our kindness to the stranger is welcoming her as we welcome Christ.

Our worship is in his presence. As we pass the bread and share the cup we remember: he is showing his love for us in these gifts, and as we share them and take them in, we remember his words:

This is my body. This is my blood. 

We become his people, his body in the world, and he becomes, even more, our God.


Acts 11:1-18
Revelation 21:1-6
John 13:31-35
Psalm 148

Friday, April 22, 2016

Judas has left the building

I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.

Judas has left the building - just before Jesus turns to his disciples and says these words. 

It is the evening of the last supper. It is the night before he is betrayed. 

He washes their feet; says, do this. He breaks bread and pours out wine; says, do this.

And now he says, as I have loved you love one another.

I have been glorified, he says, and I will be glorified again. It has begun: the train of events that led from their last meal together to his words on the cross, "It is finished," as at last it is his body broken and his blood outpoured that are given. At last those precious gifts are shared and how he loves us is truly known. 

And now he says, now at this moment in our gospels, as I have loved you love one another. 

Wash the feet, break the bread, share the wine. Give over your lives. Stand fast when your companions, all those around you, flee for the hills. 

This is not a love as the world knows love. This is not how people conduct themselves. Look around you, at a small group or a large. Is the faculty bickering, fighting over who is really in charge? Is a leader putting himself forward as persecuted, grudging, inviting you to grudge, to persecute, to get your own?

They will look at you, you will look at each other, differently. 

And how is this even possible? In Christ - in the context of the Holy Spirit that he will send you. As we seek to be transformed into his likeness. 

Conversion is taking responsibility for an area of our own growth and development.

What does it means when we do this individually and together? How do we take responsibility for our own growth and development?

Everything is done differently in the light of Christ's love. Our giving becomes giving in joy, giving of the gifts he has shared with us. 

Our stewardship of the earth is caring for what we have received in Christ.

Our kindness to the stranger is welcoming her as we welcome Christ.

Our worship is in his presence. As we pass the bread and share the cup we remember: he is showing his love for us in these gifts, and as we share them and take them in, we remember his words:

This is my body. This is my blood. 

We become his people, his body in the world, and he becomes, even more, our God.



Saturday, April 2, 2016

Dead Wood and Living Traditions


American Academy of Religion Western Region 2016 conference presentation by John R. Leech, D.Min.

Living Traditions and Dead Wood: How Tree-rings inform the value of nature in religious devotions and illuminate the perseverance of pilgrimage traditions

“Living traditions and dead wood” is about ancient wood in Palestine/Israel and the religious significance of its careful preservation, maintenance, and even propagation.

Questions this inquiry may prompt include:

  • What does it say about our care for the earth and each other that we take such care of the ancient timbers of the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem (brought, some of them, from mountains in the Balkan provinces of the Byzantine Empire) and of the ancient olive trees in the Garden of Gethsemane?
  • What does it say about social justice and hope for reconciliation among peoples, that these ancient places, so long fought over, yet are preserved?
  • How does that impact pilgrims and local people?

This paper draws on sources including tree-ring research, accounts in sacred writings (Hebrew Bible and New Testament), pilgrimage accounts, and personal observation, to illuminate the relationship between ecology and religion in relationship between living things and devotional practices. It uses as examples the roof timbers of the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem, ancient in origin and currently in renovation, and the ancient olive trees growing in the Garden of Gethsemane. The olive trees represent a living tradition indeed, a memory of sacred events passed down in the context of cultivated organisms. The timbers of the roof of the church, some being upgraded or replaced this year, include some remnants that hearken back to the sixth century of the common era, in times of Byzantine hegemony, when elaborate efforts were made to locate, harvest, and transport the best timbers in the empire to serve as supports in the sacred structure.

Tree-ring research shows us the age, variety, experience, and perseverance, of trees whether alive and growing or already dead. Evaluating timber in sacred buildings helps us understand when the lumber was cut, where, what its strength was, what kind of living it endured – including climate conditions, and possibly clues to its value and purpose to those who harvested, transported, treated, used, and preserved it. The study of living trees that have devotional or sacral associations similarly helps us understand their religious significance, meaning, and purpose. How living trees are kept, cared for, and made use of, indicate their present value and lingering historical associations. The preservation of living things as foci or loci of spiritual attention connect devotion, veneration, and living association beyond the artificial (the built environment, symbolical associations and activities) to the natural, if cultivated or lumbered, existence of these ancient living or once-living things.


This past month, on Thursday of Holy Week, many Christian worshippers remembered the Agony of Christ in the Garden – the Garden of Gethsemane, where he waited and watched with his disciples, as the Gospels relate it, and there, after prostrating himself (or kneeling) before the divine to beg release from what he felt was coming, accepted betrayal and arrest (which led to his appearance before authorities and eventual execution). This commemoration connects the present to the past, making the past, as William Faulkner put it, not even past. This anamnestic moment, bringing the past into the present, is a key part of the value of the ancient trees.

Jerome Murphy-O’Connor sets the stage:

Jesus’ familiarity with the Mount of Olives stemmed from the fact that, when in the Jerusalem area, he stayed with his friends at Bethany (Luke 10:38; Mark 11:11). At pilgrimage time the population of Jerusalem tripled. The cost of lodging within the city became exorbitant and the poor had to make arrangements in the surrounding villages. Thus each day he walked over the hill to the city and returned at nightfall (Luke 21:37)… At the bottom of the slope is the garden of Gethsemane where he was arrested… (Mark 14:26-52). (Murphy-O’Connor. 139)

Having eaten the Paschal meal somewhere in the city (Luke 22:10), Jesus ‘went forth with his disciples across the Kidron valley, where there was a garden’ (John 18:1) on the Mount of Olives called Gethsemane (Mark 14:26, 32). The place was known to Judas, ‘for Jesus often met there with his disciples’ (John 18:2), perhaps to take a rest (while reflecting on the experiences of the day) before starting the climb up the steep steps en route to Bethany. Jesus knew his life to be in danger (John 11:8, 16); he suspected Judas of treachery (Mark 14:17-21)… His enemies would come from the city, but ten minutes’ fast walking would bring him to the top of the Mount of Olives with the open desert before him. Escape would be easy; he could postpone the inevitable. Only in prayer could he find the answer to the agonizing question of whether to stand or retreat. (Murphy-O’Connor. 146)

[My friend Ibrahim Gamard has pointed out that this garden narrative also appears in Islamic tradition. Its theme of submission to the divine will ("Not my will but Thine") also echoes the Genesis story of the Binding of Isaac, Abraham's moment of submission to the divine will. (Personal conversation, 18 March 2016.]

The eight existing trees are of the same genotype – that is, they have a common parent. Estimates of their age vary from 900 to over 2000 years.

Historical memories on the Garden of Gethsemane and the description of the eight olive trees that are preserved in the garden have provided the first results for the characterization of these ‘‘notable trees’’. They are special trees because they are very old, probably among the oldest of the species in the world, and because they have witnessed important historical events. The natural ecosystem of the Garden of Gethsemane and the olive trees are full part of the culture and spirituality of many peoples.

Combining the results of the different analyses carried out with the present work, we could conclude that the eight olive trees of the Gethsemane Garden in Jerusalem have been propagated from a single genotype, and the differences displayed at the morphological and morphometric analyses are either due to mutations accumulated during the trees’ long standing (approximately nine centuries, Dr. Mauro Bernabei, pers. comm.) or to their position in the garden.

(Petrucelli et al., C. R. Biologies 337 (2014) 311–317.)

References in the Gospels of Matthew and Mark indicate that the beginning of the drama of Jesus’ passion took place in the olive grove at Gethsemane, where an oil press was located. That it was a working orchard, not a pleasure garden, may highlight the identification of Jesus with the common people of his time. The disciples and he sought shelter in a place that was humble, out of the way, at the edge of town.

By the third century of the Common Era, the garden was among the customary sites for remembering the passion of Christ. Eusebius of Caesarea mentions it in the Onomasticon (295 AD), as does the 4th century pilgrim Egeria – who observed: “On Maundy Thursday the faithful meet at Gethsemane.” (Holloway). Medieval and late-medieval sources, such as the 15th century Dominican friar Felix Fabri, follow. By the 17th century the grove and surrounding shrines were in the custody of the Order of Friars Minor. (Petrucelli)

A typical prayer offered in the presence of the olive trees is:

Most merciful God, who by the death and resurrection
of your Son Jesus Christ delivered and saved the world.
Grant that by faith in the One
who suffered such anguish and who died upon the cross,
we may triumph in the power of his victory. Amen.

(From a contemporary pilgrimage worship booklet, collected on-site January 2015.)

To be present to living things that may have witnessed the events of the Passion of Christ is a blessing sought by many pilgrims, especially in Holy Week. “Each year on the evening of Holy Thursday the Franciscan community joins together with all the faithful who come to Jerusalem for Easter ‘to watch and pray’ for an hour along with Jesus.” (http://www.gethsemane-en.custodia.org/default.asp?id=5666 March 23, 2016)

The careful preservation, tending – and perhaps propagation from earlier individuals – of the grove show the importance of the place of the passion to a stream of believers and pilgrims that connects the recounted events of the Gospel organically to the present day.


The long lines awaiting entrance into the sub-basement area of the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem, to touch the place where Jesus was born (or his birth is commemorated), is a similar observance … and the whole church, dating back to the time of Constantine I, is a reminder of the importance of the Birth of Christ to this strain of monotheistic religion.

The first church was dedicated on 31 May 339…. According to Eutychus of Alexandria, after the Samaritan uprising of ad 529, ‘The Emperor Justinian ordered his envoy to pull down the church of Bethlehem, which was a small one, and to build it again of such splendor, size, and beauty than none even in the Holy City should surpass it.’ … This building has remained in use until the present day… In an extraordinary display of tolerance the Franks and Byzantines cooperated in the restoration of the church between 1165 and 1169… Despite an earthquake in 1834, and a fire in 1869 which destroyed the furnishings of the cave, the church survives; its dignity, though battered, is not tarnished. (Murphy-O’Connor. 232, 233, 234.)

During my own pilgrimage to the Holy Land in January 2015, in the church of the Nativity in Bethlehem as I entered I looked up – at scaffolding. The ceiling beams were covered – as renovations were in progress. And I asked myself: have tree-ring researchers been at work here, to determine the age and provenance of the wood in the ceiling? Yes.

Charlotte Pearson and Katie Hirschboeck of the Tree-Ring research laboratory at the University of Arizona, along with Dan Miles from Oxford Dendrochronological Laboratory, have been kind enough to give me guidance in understanding their work. Charlotte provided me with research on the garden and the church in the Holy Land, and with Katie gave me a tour of the laboratory on the Tucson campus. From them I learned something of the techniques that provide information not only about the dating of a piece of wood but its provenance and its, if you will, life story. These include radiocarbon dating and examining the record preserved in the annual growth rings of some trees.

The trees that are represented in the ceiling beams of the church of the Nativity begin with native cedar that was harvested for the construction of the ‘new’ building in the 6th-7th century (replacing Constantine’s 4th century original structure). “The oldest wood within the Church are the lintels used to construct its trabeated timber framework. They are all cedar … dated by radiocarbon analysis to the year 605, with a confidence limit of ± 60 years (95.4%).” (Bernabei, Journal of Cultural Heritage 13 (2012) e54–e60)

In later years other woods were used. In these cases, tree-ring research techniques yielded information on the dating and provenance of the timbers. The importance of the structure is highlighted by the trouble taken in its renovations; for example, in transporting European larch lumber from high in the Eastern Alps across the Mediterranean and up to Jerusalem – in the 15th century. (As a southwestern parallel, builders of the Great Houses of Chaco Canyon, during the time period 850 to 1140, drew timber from two sources, each about fifty miles from the site; the Chacoans developed the second source after the first was exhausted and the pace of construction stepped up.) Oak was the most recently added of the materials in the Nativity ceiling, during a mid-19th century effort in later Ottoman times.

That renovation work was done in Byzantine, Crusader, and Ottoman times provides an indication of the care and custodianship of several faith groups, all respecting the value – and perhaps the numinous quality – of these ancient shrines. One living trees, the other dead wood, both sacred sites represent living traditions of piety and vicarious participation in the presence of the in-breaking divine in actual ordinary existence.

Holy sites, such as these, that have been both fought over and cared for by numerous groups, are places where the foibles and the generosities of human experience can show themselves. The key to the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, for example, is held in trust by a Muslim family, and the duty of opening the door each morning belongs to another. Take it how you will, is it a sign of human propensity to conflict, or does it not show the irenical impulse to find a way forward? “The frailty of humanity is nowhere more apparent than here; it epitomizes the human condition. The empty who come to be filled will leave desolate; those who permit the church to question them may begin to understand why hundreds of thousands thought it worthwhile to risk death or slavery in order to pray here.” (Murphy-O’Connor. 49)

Holy sites also remind us of the interplay between the material and the numinous. In these spaces human beings have sought a transcendent connection. They may bring it with them. They may find it here, unexpectedly. In my own experience, the numinous cannot be sought and captured where it is expected to be; it finds you out in its own time.

In the roof and in the garden, as Gildas Hamel observes, “the wood is the material sign of a continuous incarnation. The wood beams and trees are witnesses of the faith communities (including their politics and military adventures!) that allow us to think of an on-going creation.” (Hamel, Gildas. Personal communication. March 26, 2016.) Both harvested timbers and still-growing trees embody traditions that are not dead but alive.

Over the centuries the care that has been given in tending the ancient Gethsemane grove, and in repairing and caring for the olden building of the Bethlehem church, are examples of how venerable trees, or even dead wood, can inform and propagate living traditions.
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Tree-ring researchers whose work informed this study include, from the Laboratory of Tree-Ring Research at the University of Arizona, Charlotte Pearson, Katherine Hirschboeck, and Malcolm Hughes, and from the Oxford Dendrochronology Laboratory, Daniel Miles. Thanks to Robert P. Erickson, M.D., of the University of Arizona for encouraging the pursuit of this inquiry. Gildas Hamel of the University of California at Santa Cruz contributed bibliographical suggestions and local knowledge of Jerusalem.

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